Submerged

Saturday, Submerged, Mission, Leeds. I'll be there. Two of my friends won't because they refuse to do the theme night. I'm not going in any costume; just my sexy self. I'll be going on my bill though, but who gives a hoot. I'm the kind of person who goes out looking to natter and paRty!

I should be meeting a guy there actually. Well, not meeting as such, but he could be there. He seems nice, but has that thing about him where he turned into one of those guys who keep repeating that I'm hot and blah, blah. So I know what he wants and it's not a chat.

I'm supposed to finish at 1:23pm today because I've been doing a bit of overtime and we're on flexitime. I'm trying to get this project done as soon as possible so I can get done all the other little bits. Hopefully, I'll have half a day tomorrow off so I can catch up with a few friends or all the one's I have in my phone. Since they got wiped I was pretty mortified.

I'm still looking for a new car as well. Since I got this BMW, I don't like it. It's big, it's chunky, it's going to be my death. I twitch and the power steering takes over!

I'm ignoring Dan's text messages for some reason. I don't know what's up with me or why I'm doing it, but it just feels right to do so. It might be because I think of him as just another person, rather than my best friend. I remember not too long ago when we went to NG1 in Nottingham. I called him on the day probably about 3 hours before I arrived telling him I was going and he was. Well, it was my first time there at NG1 (after spending a year in Derby and leaving) and he practically left me to it. He knows I'm the kind of guy who's forward, out there and speaks my mind, but I was lost at that time. Sure, I started talking to people. I mean, what else was there to do? -- But leaving me on my first night practically alone while he went off somewhere and nattered to his friends was uncalled for. I know for a fact if I did that to him in Leeds, he wouldn't be nattering to people, he would be clung to my side; but that's probably the difference. I know he's not like me, and he knows what I'm like. Is there really any justification? If he would leave me, should I leave him?

There's a Halloween party that he invited me to on the text message. I don't really want to go, so for the time being I'll just leave it. I think it's about time I enjoyed my weekend.